This time around i am back after 4 years and well i feel as if nothings changed.The same old boring profession , the same old wish to do something different but then maybe not having the guts to do it etc etc. However the thing that seems to have changed is the fact that at least there is someone to share all these opinions. Another thing that has changed is the wanderlust in me. Have taken to going and exploring new places, meeting new people , in the hope that it opens up that part of me which has always wanted to soar high in the sky , walk or rather cross the line and go into the unknown, but then what holds me back is that little niggling thought, would it be worth the trouble, would i excel in that (this coming from a person who thought that the sky's the limit seems a shame .. but then people change with circumstances). I pen down my thoughts today with the hope that i have my "Shawshank Redemption" soon.

This is me !! What say

"Now listen carefully: Marriage, to me, is not a chain but an association. I must be free, entirely unfettered, in all my actions -my coming and my going; I can tolerate neither control, jealousy, nor criticism as to my conduct. I pledge my word, however, never to compromise the name of the man I marry, nor to render him ridiculous in the eyes of the world. But that man must promise to look upon meas an equal, an ally, and not as an inferior, or as an obedient, submissive wife. My ideas, I know, are not like those of other people, but I shall never change them."
(from Bel Ami, 1885)

Guy de Maupassant

Me back after a long time. i guess the need to start a blog was forgotten for a while coz being the person i am i normally talk so much that after that a need to write something doesnt arise. I just spotted a blog from a friend which made me realize that this is a great way of expressing just anything you feel and people who know you or maybe dont even know would know you better .So as i say i am hopefully here to stay.
There have a whole gamut of thoughts in my mind these past few days and well logically there doesnt seem a way out or maybe i am damn lazy to see the way which is most logical. I guess in looking for the complex ways out of a problem I normally miss the most simple things .
About life all that i see in it now is a long drawn road which has nothing more to offer on it and all that i am doing is looking at what exists at its end.There is no excitement in the journey i.e. there are no restaurants , waterfalls , puddles in the way and so i see no need of running or maybe even looking in all directions as all i know is that there is an end . I guess if there was something to expect at the end maybe i would move at a faster pace or maybe would be more interested in doing so!!
But then all thats there is work , work and more work. Not being an artist or anyone inclined in doing anything different or even anything differently ,all that exists is a monotonic drone which makes thought difficult and life boring

Hope that my post someother day is lots more positive

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HI there guys

This is Vidya starting on the writing part which i havent done for ages. i guess i aint so great at it but then at least i could write something. A Software Engineers job is all about working on a computer and doing the work assigned to them but then where do we get a chance to write what we want to , what we feel about the way lifes moving on . Actually we dont have time to think so maybe there isnt much to write. But i guess nows the chance to express myself and so here i am

U all shall see more of me in the days to come :)