Friday, July 07, 2006

This is me !! What say

"Now listen carefully: Marriage, to me, is not a chain but an association. I must be free, entirely unfettered, in all my actions -my coming and my going; I can tolerate neither control, jealousy, nor criticism as to my conduct. I pledge my word, however, never to compromise the name of the man I marry, nor to render him ridiculous in the eyes of the world. But that man must promise to look upon meas an equal, an ally, and not as an inferior, or as an obedient, submissive wife. My ideas, I know, are not like those of other people, but I shall never change them."
(from Bel Ami, 1885)

Guy de Maupassant
Me back after a long time. i guess the need to start a blog was forgotten for a while coz being the person i am i normally talk so much that after that a need to write something doesnt arise. I just spotted a blog from a friend which made me realize that this is a great way of expressing just anything you feel and people who know you or maybe dont even know would know you better .So as i say i am hopefully here to stay.
There have a whole gamut of thoughts in my mind these past few days and well logically there doesnt seem a way out or maybe i am damn lazy to see the way which is most logical. I guess in looking for the complex ways out of a problem I normally miss the most simple things .
About life all that i see in it now is a long drawn road which has nothing more to offer on it and all that i am doing is looking at what exists at its end.There is no excitement in the journey i.e. there are no restaurants , waterfalls , puddles in the way and so i see no need of running or maybe even looking in all directions as all i know is that there is an end . I guess if there was something to expect at the end maybe i would move at a faster pace or maybe would be more interested in doing so!!
But then all thats there is work , work and more work. Not being an artist or anyone inclined in doing anything different or even anything differently ,all that exists is a monotonic drone which makes thought difficult and life boring

Hope that my post someother day is lots more positive